I hear you, dear Niyati.
Please, let me ask you these questions:
- What do you need, besides your parents´ understanding?
- If you look at yourself in the most Niyati version of you (not what your parents, your society and anybody else expects from you) in 5 years - and this a little bit older Niyati has solved all the issues and problems for the best of everybody- what can she tell you to help you?
You do not need to answer here, of course!
I send you a big hug from Berlin!